The bay is an ink black bowl collecting drops of night
which sink to depths where scaled or clawed things scuttle and writhe.
Across the wind-whipped waste a galaxy’s dropped on the hills of the town –
Light sprinkled where concrete reigned.
Pupae-like in layers bunched against flaying gusts,
punctuating frozen railings which run to darkness, they cluster
in twos or threes, salty chuckles carried off on iced slices of wind:
Or alone, under dim flicker of headtorch and starlight, a meditation of waiting.
Silvering the black below, their prey.
I long to send warning of lure and barb
into the lapping dark.
~ Polly Oliver 2022
Charcoal’d tarmac winds
between hunched hedgerow thorns,
under weighted immensity of a pre-Solstice sky:
pewter crossed with silver;
metallic, cold as swords.
you hang in the wind
whistle-calling to the wild.
~Polly Oliver 2021
We walk slowly against the sun, so we hear the bike
free-wheeling round the tree-shadowed corner
before the sparse and folded rider hurls past.
You say the growing whoosh sounds like a river flowing.
Then you jump and laugh. Why, I ask.
You tell me it’s funny how car shadows bounce.
I say I’ll write your clevernesses into a poem.
And also how your new joggers are already too high on the ankle;
How winter’s light imperceptibly sharpens your round cheeks
Which will harden to angles for squaring-up to the world.
Those things too.
And the baby-echo in the clear pitch of your voice as we chat
and how words still sound like you have sweets in your mouth.
I squeeze your warm hand, look quickly away
keep my sudden eye-damp for the middle-distance.
We head home to your soft-toy animals ranged
ready for a rugby game you’ve planned for them.
And I try not to think how one day they’ll wait
for the boy who has long left their games behind.
Jaw set hard with a day’s irritants,
hives scrawl over skin, back spring-coiled,
synapses crackle and short.
I seek soul-cleansing green,
settling swish of tree music.
Car door bang pulses too-still air.
Jangle of dropped keys jolts
the clenched space behind the ribs.
Swift glance to the under-shadows
at the hem of the clustering trees…
And I shove down needling questions…
like, why I walk this touch more upright, why this theatrical briskness of step…
Why is there noone else here?
In the sound-stifling canopy, a closing-in.
Bird voices mute, leaf rustling stilled.
Trunks tower higher than remembered,
in a mid-afternoon gloaming.
Blackness coalesces, seems to emanate.
Panic rings high in the ears, insides lurch in the listening sylvan silence…
Mocking malice in a Jay-shriek as I retreat,
stumbling from where I’m unwelcome.
~ Polly Oliver (2021)
Half an open stable door draws in the day’s warm breath
and sparrows’ squabbling under wooden eaves,
flustering as though nesting were not still months ahead.
Azure pales into space. Spindrift clouds
offer no buffer from day star rays
fierce on the spent orchard;
urging it from cider scented rest
and dimming the scarlet gleam
between Holly leaves.
Tractor drone from fields away
calls to mind summer-sweet hay
not turning cold and dormant soil,
distant rooks picking over the leavings
of the year – tiny flies on wrinkled skin.
In the strange peace
I am uneasy.
un-met in the most part.
Yet word-chimes harmonise,
gentle laments synchronise.
Soft songs of earth-angels
a river of elegy sighs.
Bards weep beside
Lost crystal lakes of old tales
In their lines and dreams.
Together they lay
on a golden day
flip side of a year
long folded away.
Flanks tight as secrets.
Summer’s finger tips
to shivering music.
Deep grasses whispered
soft as kisses
and time and sky
reached depths of lapis.
Winter hillside runs dun,
larks are fled.
No insects hum.
The sun draws cloud-drapes
round its counsel.
Like pictures of the dead
in a faded book.
Touch their lost faces,
Turn the page.
I saw an Angel’s face Greened with tears.
Watched globes of mist lose form
And drip from holly tips.
The wind limped and keened
Between statues and trees
Where moss softens names
Of the no longer missed.
Arms askew, weeping pines
Reached to shuttered skies.
Onyx-eyed crows stood silent.
aled feet on lost leaves.
Breath clouds into frigid mist.
Snap of frozen twig
Under finely- turned hooves.
Crown of antlers raised
You pause between beeches
Below tracery of boughs.
And sunrise spills silver
Through your silent church.
King of the winter woods.
~ Polly Oliver 2020